Last night I was at a worship concert with my favorite band, the Charlie Hall Band. It was great. I really enjoy the fact that God has blessed the band and that God truly shows up at their worship experiences. His presence was there and I just wept, not in a bad way, but in a good "cleansing" way. If you don't know what I mean, then I can't really explain it. The downside...I thought so much about my mom. Worship (singing/music) was one of her favorite ways to express her love to God. So, it was a good/bad night. I cried in worship, I cried for her, though I know that she is worshipping in a way that I can never fully know until I, too, am in heaven.
Today is kind of hard too. One month ago today, I saw my mom for the last time, only it wasn't really her. We had her viewing for the family on June 29, 2008. I saw her lying on the table, it was her, but then again, it really wasn't. It was just her body, nothing left of her. No breath, no life, no smile...no mom.
Some days I feel like an orphan. I think today is one of those days. It sucks!
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That is so weird. I felt like crap all day yesturday too. Beth said that she was having a bad day also. Isnt that so weird. Oh and by the way it was 2008. You put 2006. I dont mean to correct you but i think you miss typed. Wow i was the teacher for once. Love you sister. We will get thru all of this together.
Fixed it. Thanks :)
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