I'm not so sure that time really heals wounds, I think time just makes the sting hurt worse when you feel it. There have been so many thoughts of my mom lately, especially since her birthday was last week. I have been trying to turn my thoughts of missing her into remembering the good times, but it's not always easy. Sometimes I can think of her and just smile, but there are other times when it's not that easy. Today, it seems that I feel the sting, and it hurts.
I was thinking about using my blog again, maybe for something other than these feelings. I thought about changing the name of my blog. It will be two years this summer, I thought I would be ready, but maybe not. Maybe I will never be able to change the motivation of this blog. That's probably okay.
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Me & Alan
Yep, this is me
I started this blog as part of a training, but then it ended up becoming a blog about my feelings surrounding my mom's death. It has been very good for me to get my feelings out, even if nobody reads it.
Me & Alan
Yep, this is me
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- We have been married for just almost 19 years now. We were pretty young when we got married, but we knew it was what we wanted to do and what were were committed to, so at the tender ages of 17 and 21 we hit the road, went to Coeur D'Alaine, ID and got married. I (chairsty) can't imagine what people thought! Any how, we always knew we would adopt, always. It was never in our thoughts to have kids of our "own." We finally decided to get serious about adopting after our church partnered with an orphanage in Ethiopia. So, two years ago we decided if we were going to have kids, we better have a house and we built a house. Now we are on to building our family :) We "plan" to adopt two boys in the 5 to 7 year old range from Ethiopia, but God's plans our not always what we expect, so we are open to whatever HE has for us.
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