I Have Had My Share of Sadness, Too

I don't really know what it means when people say "you are so strong." I just haven't figured that one out yet. I guess I just want people to know that I have had sad nights, sad moments, times when all I can do is cry. I haven't held my feelings back through this, but I do know that when I focus on a task, that's where my mind is. I guess the main point of this post is to say this...please know I am mourning my mom, I am not always strong.